Here i am again

I'm scared
I'm shaking
i don't know what to do

i'v been here before
i know how this end
with one of us broken on the floor

I can feel it already
the world sliding away
as i almost feel safe, secure
loved even.

But i know it's all a lie.
or so that's what i fear
Because i have never been this happy before.

Anytime i come close to this
i fall back down again
into the dark and the hurt and the anger
into the lies the cheat and the pain.

I care to quickly
i fall to fast
I give out my heart
but then it's broken like glass

Here i am again
on this ledge
about to fall in love with you
But i'm terrafied this time
that if i fall, and no one catches
there's no coming back from this
No more light no more pleasure
If i don't return again this time...

It'll be the end. Forever



The question comes... are you going to be there to catch me?
Can i risk this.. give you my all
or will i end up broken on the floor again?